what a bloody waste!
i dreamt that i did meet you two nights ago.
but of course, in reality, you could not because you (mr. flintstone) were sleeping.
haha, i guess i was just in need of a real friend.
and some sort of major tension release.
i should get down to meeting your swollen face soon.
somehow, i am sick of the nearness of everything.
and
sometimes, when you feel you know yourself,
you slowly understand that you do not.
you also find out that liking (be it non-romantically or whatsoever) someone is essentially about getting to know him/her.
so, i honestly can't say i like you at all.
ironically, yes, ironically.
but whatever,
life still goes on.
and to another you -who no longer is a generic and general symbol-,
i thought maybe, it would be best for you to know.
i dreamt of seeing you 4 times today,
and that was of course, not and never enough.
and i think my obsession is filled to the brim with uncertainty.
which will most likely be washed away with alcohol and cigs.
and hopefully, the night will not be disrupted with calls and falls.
but of course, in reality, you could not because you (mr. flintstone) were sleeping.
haha, i guess i was just in need of a real friend.
and some sort of major tension release.
i should get down to meeting your swollen face soon.
somehow, i am sick of the nearness of everything.
and
sometimes, when you feel you know yourself,
you slowly understand that you do not.
you also find out that liking (be it non-romantically or whatsoever) someone is essentially about getting to know him/her.
so, i honestly can't say i like you at all.
ironically, yes, ironically.
but whatever,
life still goes on.
and to another you -who no longer is a generic and general symbol-,
i thought maybe, it would be best for you to know.
i dreamt of seeing you 4 times today,
and that was of course, not and never enough.
and i think my obsession is filled to the brim with uncertainty.
which will most likely be washed away with alcohol and cigs.
and hopefully, the night will not be disrupted with calls and falls.
