Boredom.
I need something to get me all sparkling and alive. It's not love, but possession of the deepest kind. Some madness in exchange for an inch of make-believe on my part.
On the other hand, I am letting go because...it is unhealthy for you to keep touching, and thinking.
On the other hand, I am letting go because...it is unhealthy for you to keep touching, and thinking.