i just realised.
i realised that its already early morning, and that i am still sitting in one corner of my room with my computer with my brain knots secure and dead
i am having periodical headaches.
there is so much to do.
i realised,
perhaps i have already fallen for you,
like i did and do;
like a bad nursery rhyme
like a multiplication table
like the tangents, consines.
its a cycle gone wild.
if you realise.
i read my notes for one of my modules.
balanced self-esteem/self-efficacy=all round positive thinking=happy little human freaks.
if its a simple maths equation,
a formula.
i realise,
solving it would just be too easy on me.
and for the rest of the kind world that dwells around.
i realise
i might have been in love with you all the time.
i doubt you have ever ever left your place.
and me?
its a cycle going frenzy, gone wild.
love is such a weird scientific experiment.
i am having periodical headaches.
there is so much to do.
i realised,
perhaps i have already fallen for you,
like i did and do;
like a bad nursery rhyme
like a multiplication table
like the tangents, consines.
its a cycle gone wild.
if you realise.
i read my notes for one of my modules.
balanced self-esteem/self-efficacy=all round positive thinking=happy little human freaks.
if its a simple maths equation,
a formula.
i realise,
solving it would just be too easy on me.
and for the rest of the kind world that dwells around.
i realise
i might have been in love with you all the time.
i doubt you have ever ever left your place.
and me?
its a cycle going frenzy, gone wild.
love is such a weird scientific experiment.
