the new gleam.
i wondered several times today,
why one day can end a year, and start another?
so then, what is a whole year for?
of course,
its for YOU,
YOU AND YOU
AND YOU.
to the boys i love.
to the mom i adore.
thanks for this year.
and the many years to come.
thanks for loving me for who i am;
weird walking egocentric bitch.
and cheers.
2005
should be one hell of a merry year.
it should be.
2004 ended on such a bad global note;
i thought it would be a miserable countdown.
but it tasted like a
sweet tangerine.
it was not a BOOM/CRASH/MELODRAMA.
it was normal laughter, normal warmth
with normal people.
something in me settled down like a leaf.
i love that.
and screams and heights
and you you boys,
why one day can end a year, and start another?
so then, what is a whole year for?
of course,
its for YOU,
YOU AND YOU
AND YOU.
to the boys i love.
to the mom i adore.
thanks for this year.
and the many years to come.
thanks for loving me for who i am;
weird walking egocentric bitch.
and cheers.
2005
should be one hell of a merry year.
it should be.
2004 ended on such a bad global note;
i thought it would be a miserable countdown.
but it tasted like a
sweet tangerine.
it was not a BOOM/CRASH/MELODRAMA.
it was normal laughter, normal warmth
with normal people.
something in me settled down like a leaf.
i love that.
and screams and heights
and you you boys,
