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Peek-a-boo!

I need to get out of this place, I really do. I need to get out of this place, I really need to. I do not want to end up like another Christine Chubbuck or Anne Sexton. I am already a weird girl with a random disorder; I do not need anymore than that.

Will I get better when I am older? There are so many things I want to do, but I just cannot bring myself to move.
I am very afraid.

We will all die the same way, won't we? I THINK I AM GOING CRAZY WITH ALL THE PEOPLE TALKING IN MY HEAD. WILL WE GET A HAPPY ENDING?