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unfortunate

my poor, unfortunate friend.
i think you might very well be trying -at this moment -to
recover from that goddamn arse-digging shock.

woah, was that a goddamn eerie blast.

that was a blow that even i would want to shield myself from;
if i were in your place, that is.

luckily, my heart is sealed like a bad scar.
if i had opened it up like you did,
i would have perhaps met the same, ugly fate.

but you were blind;
you chose someone who was unusually cold and unfeeling.

i wished i could do much more than make this bruise bigger
but HAHA, that is how i operate.

to shower you with care, i cannot help but tweak at your bleeding scab.

but you know i love you, don't you?

not in that way, not in that way.